Post by diana-wynters lance on Jan 26, 2015 19:49:12 GMT -5
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DIANA-WYNTERS LANCE
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"HOW ARE YOU PAYING FOR THIS? IT SAYS HERE ON THE PAPERWORK THAT YOU HAVE NO PARENTS NOR CARER."
YOUR RIGHT I DON'T HAVE PARENTS, NEITHER DO I CARE ABOUT IT. I'VE BEEN ALONE SINCE MY DAYS IN CARE. MY SOCIAL WORK DID TRY HER BEST, BUT UNFORTUNATELY WE DON'T ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT. NOT THAT I CARE ABOUT THAT. I'M WORKING AS A PART TIME BAR TENDER DOWN AT THE LOCAL CLUB.
"YOU REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT NOT HAVING PARENTS? AND THE FACT YOU WORK HARD TO PAY YOUR WAY THROUGH THE WORLD?"
LOOK, YES I CARED TO BEGAIN WITH, BUT I DON'T ANYMORE, IN A WAY FOR SOMEONE TO GIVE UP A CHILD GOT TO BE MORE TOUGH ON THEM, THEN IT IS ON THE CHILD. THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN, THE REGRET AND THE ANGONY OF DEPARTING EACH OTHER, WHILE THE CHILD CAN EASILY DEAL WITH LONELINESS AND ALSO TOO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THEIR PARENT'S FACES. SURE GROWING UP IN CARE MADE ME MATURE QUICKER THEN MOST KIDS DO, ITS A LEARNING CURVE AND EVERYONE HAS TO GO THROUGH WITH IT. IT'S LIKE THEN YOU BUY YOUR FIRST HOUSE OKAY?
"VERY WELL. DO YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS HERE IN NEW YORK, DIANA?"
I DID- MOST OF THEM HAVE GONE ABROAD FOR UNIVERSITY. THEY SEND ME PICTURE NOW AND AGAIN ALONG WITH AN EMAIL. I DON'T REALLY SOCIALISE WITH MY FELLOW COLLGE STUDENTS, I TEND TO BE THE QUIET ONE WHO IS FOCUSED ON LEARNING. BUT I'M NOT ALONE, I STILL HAVE JACKEL AND MY JOB.
"JACKEL? AS IN JACKEL AS JACKEL AND HYDE?"
THE ONE AND ONLY, EXPECT HE HAS STUNNING BLUE EYES AND GINGER, HE KEEPS ON WHINING TO BE FED ALL THE TIME. I'M SURPRISED HE'S NOT FAT AFTER ALL HE IS ONLY WHAT ROUGHLY ABOUT TWENTY-FOUR CENTIMETRES TALL. MY GINGER TABBY CAT.
"OH.. WELL,-RING, RING- AH, THATS THE BELL. SAME TIME NEXT WEEK, CORRECT DIANA?"
WHATEVER YOU SAY, BUT NEXT TIME CAN WE GET OVER THE POINTLESS QUESTIONS AND GET DOWN TO THE FACT, I'M NOT ANTI-SOCIAL, I JUST LIKE KEEPING TO MYSELF DURING COLLEGE HOURS, JEEZS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN I LIKE TO BE QUIET THEN WORKING, I'M NOT SHY, ANTI-SOCIAL, OR NERVOUS AROUND PEOPLE, I WORK IN A NIGHT CLUB FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.
"OKAY SEE YOU NEXT WEEK."
"WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN LIFE?"
WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE? NOTHING REALLY, EXPECT PASSING WITH FLYING COLOURS IN MY ART AND DESIGN COURSE AND HOPEFUL GET A JOB AS A SEAMSTRESS OR A FASHION DESIGNER.
"HOW ARE YOU PAYING FOR THIS? IT SAYS HERE ON THE PAPERWORK THAT YOU HAVE NO PARENTS NOR CARER."
YOUR RIGHT I DON'T HAVE PARENTS, NEITHER DO I CARE ABOUT IT. I'VE BEEN ALONE SINCE MY DAYS IN CARE. MY SOCIAL WORK DID TRY HER BEST, BUT UNFORTUNATELY WE DON'T ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT. NOT THAT I CARE ABOUT THAT. I'M WORKING AS A PART TIME BAR TENDER DOWN AT THE LOCAL CLUB.
"YOU REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT NOT HAVING PARENTS? AND THE FACT YOU WORK HARD TO PAY YOUR WAY THROUGH THE WORLD?"
LOOK, YES I CARED TO BEGAIN WITH, BUT I DON'T ANYMORE, IN A WAY FOR SOMEONE TO GIVE UP A CHILD GOT TO BE MORE TOUGH ON THEM, THEN IT IS ON THE CHILD. THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN, THE REGRET AND THE ANGONY OF DEPARTING EACH OTHER, WHILE THE CHILD CAN EASILY DEAL WITH LONELINESS AND ALSO TOO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THEIR PARENT'S FACES. SURE GROWING UP IN CARE MADE ME MATURE QUICKER THEN MOST KIDS DO, ITS A LEARNING CURVE AND EVERYONE HAS TO GO THROUGH WITH IT. IT'S LIKE THEN YOU BUY YOUR FIRST HOUSE OKAY?
"VERY WELL. DO YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS HERE IN NEW YORK, DIANA?"
I DID- MOST OF THEM HAVE GONE ABROAD FOR UNIVERSITY. THEY SEND ME PICTURE NOW AND AGAIN ALONG WITH AN EMAIL. I DON'T REALLY SOCIALISE WITH MY FELLOW COLLGE STUDENTS, I TEND TO BE THE QUIET ONE WHO IS FOCUSED ON LEARNING. BUT I'M NOT ALONE, I STILL HAVE JACKEL AND MY JOB.
"JACKEL? AS IN JACKEL AS JACKEL AND HYDE?"
THE ONE AND ONLY, EXPECT HE HAS STUNNING BLUE EYES AND GINGER, HE KEEPS ON WHINING TO BE FED ALL THE TIME. I'M SURPRISED HE'S NOT FAT AFTER ALL HE IS ONLY WHAT ROUGHLY ABOUT TWENTY-FOUR CENTIMETRES TALL. MY GINGER TABBY CAT.
"OH.. WELL,-RING, RING- AH, THATS THE BELL. SAME TIME NEXT WEEK, CORRECT DIANA?"
WHATEVER YOU SAY, BUT NEXT TIME CAN WE GET OVER THE POINTLESS QUESTIONS AND GET DOWN TO THE FACT, I'M NOT ANTI-SOCIAL, I JUST LIKE KEEPING TO MYSELF DURING COLLEGE HOURS, JEEZS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN I LIKE TO BE QUIET THEN WORKING, I'M NOT SHY, ANTI-SOCIAL, OR NERVOUS AROUND PEOPLE, I WORK IN A NIGHT CLUB FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.
"OKAY SEE YOU NEXT WEEK."
CHARLOTTE FREE - COLLEGE - WRITTEN BY DI
